Joy is often fleeting and beautiful.
We can want to have the same joys we had before and even find ourselves miserable.
Today I was spinning poi outside while listening to “Brass Monkey” by the Beastie Boys and having a blast. I did come in due to the rain, but with a smile on my face.
I need to spin more, even if I feel ridiculous in the front yard. There isn’t enough room on the deck with the patio table on in the very small backyard or sunken area with benches.
And it’s okay to look ridiculous. There is joy in that too.