A very interesting read. Extremely graphic and honest. I’m glad she survived it all.
Ms. Small seems very smart but allowed her partners to be terribly abusive. As well as some porn magnates.
The choking chapter is just horrific.
And the fact that her abusive porn scenes were also part of her sexuality outside of porn was also very disturbing.
Normalizing things like choking and vomiting during oral sex just seems incredibly wrong to me.
Also what is consent when a lot of cash and pleading is involved.
A fascinating and incredibly honest read. I would like to read more from Oriana Small.