I am feeling very out of sorts. Especially since yesterday afternoon.
It’s soon. I know it’s soon.
And I do like the quiet times of the morning here.
I like that Cedar Crest Blvd is quieter. I like that everyone is sleeping.
Dad is delirious. I am not sure when it’s going to be over. I know it’s going to be hard. I know I hate cancer, and hate it with a passion. F**k cancer.
As Lanna said last year another exciting day in suck city.
Wish my all suck-sess over the next few days.
I fell very displaced here in Allentown.
I suppose I just need to take things one day at a time. But that is so much easier said than done.
I know I am feeling unsettled.
Dad is a fighter and I think isn’t quite ready to go today. But, it’s soon. It’s all too soon.