Should I Stay or Should I Go

Found out some tough news today. Had the hospice nurse, aide and social worker here and told that it looks like my dad has under a month to live.

I am here in Allentown, PA until tomorrow when I go to NYC for a day and then back to Maine.

Part of me wonders if I should go home.

Part of me thinks I should help. But, I am much happier in my own space, and I can be here in a long day’s drive.

So for now it’s time to go back on Sunday. But, I will have to be ready to go back.

I do want to be here when it’s his time to go. It was a beautiful moment in late March last year when my father in law passed away.

And sending all love and blessing to my mom who has been married for 42 years.

If you can send all love you can to us.

Thank you.

Edmund