Dad was unresponsive for most of the day. Woke up around 6pm.
Even unresponsive when his sheets were being changed by the hospice bed.
Mom is still waiting for the miracle.
I am waiting for the end.
Happy to be here. But always feel displaced.
I plan to be here until the end, it’s coming soon I feel.
Been preparing for a long time. I am worried about my mom. I don’t think she is as far in the grieving process as I am.
She has known dad for more than 2/3rds of her life since she was 19 at the University of California at Riverside and she is 62 now. It’s a long and wonderful life together and it’s ending soon.
I worry about her a lot, and hope she can transition to a second life. Would definitely like to be closer.
It’s going to be a hard transition for me and my sister, it’s going to be so much harder for her.
And I much appreciate your thoughts and prayers.
Edmund
